Saturday, April 14, 2012

The Shades of Grey Trilogy


I read it, and although, like everything, it has some flaws, I found myself craving some of the rougher sex from my past.

A soft, leather whip stings and reddens my creamy white ass, raising tiny welts as my partner flogs me with it. Grabbed by the arms, I am held down as my pants are forced off, and I am flipped over, my head at the end of the bed, so I can take my partner's cock inside and fuck him with my mouth. When he has had enough, I am told to be silent, am thrown onto the bed, prone, and he whips me until I am on my knees, face in the mattress, open and waiting for him to penetrate me...but he does not. He puts his cock to the opening, and I buck, trying to force him to enter me, but I am not in control, and he backs away.

When he finally does enter me, I cry out with pleasure, but this only causes him to exit me again, since I have not followed directions.

The whip is on my ass again, with more force this time.

"Are you going to be quiet?" He asks.

"Yes," I answer, pleading.

The whip cracks my ass again.

"Are you going to be quiet?"

Oh. I don't answer him.

"Good girl," he praises, then slowly slides his cock inside me, and I am still and quiet....

...and will continue this post later...



Did you miss me!?

Well howdy, fans!

It has been some time since I have blazed your screens with jean busting confessions, but look who's back, my face red from my recent orgasm!

Guys, what is it that you like about having your partner swallow or take it on his/her face? I never understood, because you have already had an orgasm at that point... ;)

I do like having a guy cum on my breasts, so I can rub the warm cum all over my creamy breasts and pink nipples.

I will write more soon, I was just popping in to say "Hello!"


Thursday, December 25, 2008

Here is an email that I wrote and sent to my partner a few months back:

If we were to meet in a bar, I would walk up to you first, because I have seen you watching me, milking you beer, but seem too shy to approach me.  I place my well manicured hand high up on your thigh, and bring it between your legs, leaning in to whisper "hey there" in your ear. You draw back to look at my face and body, first tracing my face with your eyes, then slowly moving down to my neck, stopping at my chest, where my breasts are spilling out of my shirt, cut so low the outside of my nipples almost visible. You put your hand on my waist, first over my shirt, then under.  You watch my eyes for permission, rubbing your hand up and down my curves, fingertips crossing the border of my bra, imagining how your dark fingers would look against my snowy skin. 

  "What are you drinking?" you ask, turning toward the bar to order for me.  "I will take 3 shots of tequila, with sugar and lemon" You raise your eyebrow, but order them, along with one for yourself. I finish them quickly, then lean into you, inhaling your cologne, the beer on your breath and the leather jacket on the back of your chair.  "Are you ready?" I ask, my breath warm on your neck, my lips grazing you gently when I speak. Without a word, you throw a tip on the bar, grab your jacket, and again place your hand on my waist, firmly guiding me out of the bar to your car.

    We arrive at a secluded forest, park and leave the car.  Then, we climb our way up through the trees and you immediately volunteer to lay out the blanket you grabbed from the car in an opening we find under some tall, fragrant pine trees, illuminated by the moon.  After a few short minutes of small talk, you take me in your arms and we begin to slow dance to the music of the forest.  As the stars and the moon watch us dance, I lay my head against your shoulder.  We keep dancing, our eyes meet and then our lips touch for our first kiss.  At first, I can tell that you are slightly hesitant, but I don't stop because I am trying to encourage a long passionate kiss. By the time we pull apart, we are aware of the night creatures watching us, smelling our desire, anticipating an immense viewing.
  I am extremely thankful for this distraction as I was beginning to get aroused, and I don't want to be too overt in my seduction of you. Seductively, I ask "Want to lie down?"   We move to the soft blanket, lie on our backs, watching the stars. You bring out a natural cigarette, and we smoke, taking turns inhaling and exchanging the smoke during a deep kiss.

   My hand slides along your clothed body as we talk, then moves and stops at the top of the waist of your jeans.  Instantaneously, we both stop talking .  I turn to you, gently take your face in my hands and turn it up to me, so I can kiss you.  As we are kissing, I gaze into your eyes, watching them as I reach for the button on your jeans.  I undo the button, my fingers tremble with anticipation, delight and nervousness. I softly whisper one word, "ok?" just to make sure that you want me as much as I want you.  Instead of answering me, in silence you take my hands and strongly guide them down to the zipper. You leave you pants and boxers on the dirt beside us. 
 
   You kneel in front of me and push my shirt down over my shoulders and down onto my arms, pinning my arms down to my sides. This leaves my neck and shoulders exposed to your attention.  You lean over me and start nibbling on my left ear lobe, you whisper in my ear, "I want to taste every part of you."  I don't know if it's the cool night air, your words, or your breath in my ear, but a shudder runs down my body.  You kiss your way down from my earlobe to my jaw.  As you kiss and lick your way along my jaw, your hands gently massage my shoulders.  You work your way back along my jaw, and then you start down my neck.  As you do, you kiss, lick, suck and bite my sensitive, exposed neck.  Then, you reach my shoulder and continue kissing and nibbling along it.  You reach the strap of my bra, move it aside, and continue along my shoulder until you reach the end.  Then you stop, and pull the end of my shirt out of my jeans, and slide it the rest of the way off of me.  Next, you reach around me, and with fingers that are trembling with excitement you unfasten my bra, and then slowly pull it off so you can see what lay hidden.  In the starlight, you can see all of me, your dark hands highlighted by my light skin.  As you let your eyes wonder over my breasts, you notice how full they are, the way they lift slightly with each breath I take, the pink areolas and how my nipples are perked with excitement.  Unable to resist, you reach out and cup one breast in each hand, hefting their weight. You enjoy the feeling of the warmth and having your hands, and then your mouth full of me. 

   Releasing my breasts, you move behind me.  You begin rubbing your hands up and down my back, as you kiss and nibble the back of my neck. From my neck, you move to my right ear.  As you kiss it, you press your body against mine and whisper, "Can you feel how excited I am?"  I respond with a moan, pressing myself against your hard cock.  You allow yourself to move down to my jaw line and kiss and nibble your way along it.  As you are doing this your arms wrap around me, and you cup my breasts, and allow your fingers to pinch, pull and roll my nipples.  Then, you move down onto the right side of my neck, enjoying the reaction my body is having to your touch.  As you continue down onto my shoulder, I begin to softly moan at your attentions.  After you finish my shoulder, you release my nipples and breasts and I ask you to stand up.

  Obeying, you move around to my front, and stop to kiss me deeply.  As we are kissing, I run my hands up from your waist over your stomach, onto your chest.  When we break the kiss, I step back and begin to undo the buttons on your shirt.  After I get all the buttons undone, I pull your shirt down, and you shrug out of it. I take in your fully naked body, glowing in the moonlight. Quickly, you pull me next to you so you can feel my breasts against you.  As they come into contact with you, a jolt of electricity goes straight to your groin.  You love the feel of my bare skin against you.  You can feel the difference between my soft flesh, and the harder nipples as they press into you.  You finally take a step back, and then kneel at my feet.

   With unsteady hands, you reach for the button on my jeans, after attempting you have to stop and take a deep breath.  Having steadied your hands, you are able to undo the fastener, allowing my pants to fall down around my feet.  I deftly step out of them, and kick them aside. Kneeling in front of me you see the wet, dark spot on my panties, and you can smell my arousal. Taking one hand, you run it up and down my smooth leg, enjoying the feeling of my leg and the smooth material of the back of my panties. 

  Now, I am standing in front of you wearing only my wet panties.  You lean forward and place your mouth over the dark spot, allowing yourself to get a taste of my juices through the material.  I reach down and place my hands on the back of your head pushing you tighter against me, and I release your head.  You stand up and gently guide me down onto the blanket.  As I raise my hips imploringly, you slowly pull down my panties.  As you do, you see my freshly shaven cunt reflecting in the moonlight.  Quickly you pull my underwear off the rest of the way, and you allow your hands to enjoy the sexy curves of my legs.  After they are off, you run your hands up and down my legs, massaging them as you go.  Teasingly, you allow your hands to get close to my pussy, as you almost, but do not touch it.  Then, you begin licking and kissing your way up and down each of my thighs. You allow your breath to tease me while I lay there and think that you are about to kiss my pussy.  You kneel between my legs and nuzzle your face into my soft lips and you enjoy the way the softness feels on your lips and tongue.  You wet your lips then brush them over my slit, but without applying pressure.  As you begin to rise up in an effort to get more contact, you move to my clit and kiss me there. You then slip your tongue into me, and slowly run it up and down the length of me.  Then, you gently pull my legs even farther apart. After several minutes of running your tongue up and down my slit, you allow your tongue to penetrate me. You vary the pace, the direction and how much of it you are putting it in.

  By this time my clit is peeking out, almost begging for attention.  You gently pull your lips away and flick your tongue against my clit quickly.  This causes my legs to shudder. When I am close to cumming, you suck my clit into your mouth.  As you suck gently, you watch my face for a reaction.  Since I seem to be enjoying it you suck even harder.   As I lift into the air with the buildup of my orgasm, you move with me trying to keep contact while you alternate licking and sucking.  As I build closer to my orgasm you slip your fingers inside of me, fucking my cunt.  Slowly at first, then a little faster you fuck me with your fingers rhythmically speeding up when I do.  Your hand is covered in my juices, they drip onto the floor of the forest, glistening, attracting more night beasts.  Even the moon and stars seem to be watching, anticipating...  

   You feel my pussy clench around your fingers. I begin to cum, you press your tongue along the underside of my clit while your lips cover top.  You slip your tongue in and out of me as you move your fingers.  I throw my head back to the sky, pressing my body against you to bury your fingers deeper inside of me, tightening, squeezing...After I finish, you slide up my body and pull me close to you.               

  I realize how hard you are.  Without a word, my hands reach up and take your dick in them, firmly, determined. I see the head of your cock glistening. I lick the precum off the tip of your dick and take a moment savor it.  Then, I run my hand down your shaft watching my hands stroking.  I look and admire how it looks, wanting to put all of you in my mouth, up to my throat, but I wait... To tease you I lick the shaft up and down and all over while completely avoiding the head.  I lick under the ridge of the head; however, I do not put the head in my mouth.  Then licking all the way down to the base of your shaft I take your balls in my mouth, one at a time and suck on them softly.  Then, I take both in and massage them with my tongue.  You begin to leak more precum as a reward for my efforts so I eagerly move up to swallow the pooling liquid gold.

  Finally, I engulf your enormous dick in my mouth, taking in all of you.  I keep your entire shaft inside with the tip at the back of my throat for a minute so I can get used to the size and allowing you to feel the wetness and warmth of my mouth. You begin to moan, as it is sheer ecstasy to be buried to the hilt in my mouth.  I allow part of your shaft to slide out so I can lick the head while it is still in my mouth, ringing around the ridge, flicking the hole.  Then, you start to move like you want to fuck my face, but I stop you.  Instead, I move towards the head and suck gently until I have taken almost all of you in my mouth.  You find it very erotic watching me suck you off so I put on a little show for you.  Slowly moving your dick in and out of my mouth in long strokes, sucking softly and in the spots that I instinctively seem to know you like best.  Then, the teasing starts again, I do not let you cum at first.  Your climax builds up, making you beg for release.

  I start to lick the head again,licking your shaft, while I cup and tickle your balls in my free hand.  Then, I take all of you in again and concentrate on the top of your dick.  I move slowly at first then quicken the speed, using a hand at the base of your shaft.  It is well lubricated with all my saliva that has dripped down your dick from my constant licking and sucking.  I start to move my hand up and down in pace with my mouth. 

  You begin to moan, so I know that I am about to get a mouthful of your hot wickedness. You start to ooze cum so I release the base of your dick, which allows you to shoot your load of cum in one long stream at once.  I lick and suck at the head of your shaft as cum spurts in my mouth, onto my tongue.  I keep it up until you begin to go soft in my mouth.  After I release you, we both lie down and exchange kisses.  We can taste ourselves on each other's lips.  A cool breeze begins blowing, our audience or creatures begins to disperse.  Our bodies find warmth against each other, as we fall asleep under a blanket of stars...

Sunday, December 21, 2008

I am feeling a bit self-loathing today...holiday goodies have caught up with me, and as I am browsing the beautiful bodies of the women on the porn I just ordered from Adam and Eve (buy one movie, get 5 free!), I wonder how anyone could find me attractive when given the choice of looking at one of them...

  My appetite for sex is strong, however.  I could cum 3-5 times a day! I wish that without prompting or begging that a partner would approach me with desire.  That someone would take time with me-foreplay is seriously such an aphrodisiac.  Here is one example of what I would like: 

  I love kissing. (which I know is not high on the list of favorite things to do for men) I would love it if my partner were to kiss me, softly, tenderly...my lips, moving to my neck, ears, then back to my mouth.  This would go on for minutes. Then s/he would move down to my chest, taking my nipple in his/her mouth, swirling their tongue slowly, sucking gently, then sliding to the other side, doing the same, while gently pinching the nipple s/he had just left.

  Then, with mouth still on my nipple, their hand would roam my body, softly stroking me everywhere, then mouth following, (one time, my partner kissed and sucked my wrist which felt amazingly erotic-you wouldn't think so, but omg it was incredible) Eventually, the path would lead down to my cunt, which by this time would be moist and craving some attention of its own.  You have read that I am not a big fan of oral sex being performed on me, however, I would like it if my partner were to spend some time on me, using both fingers and mouth on my pussy, fingers deep inside, milking my g spot, in my ass, tasting the juices that a flowing freely because of her/his skill.

  Then, if my partner is a male, I would want him to put one of my vibrators in my ass and put his steel hard cock inside me, fucking me until he spews his hot cum deep inside my cunt.  Position doesn't really matter-doggy or missionary-either leaves me able to access  my clit with a bullet vibe, all 3 stimulations sure to make me cum on his dick.

  After he cums, I would like him to stay inside of me for a few minutes, gently rubbing my body everywhere.  If I feel able to cum again, he would assist me as necessary with that-usually my either mouthing my nipples while I use my bullet, or by ramming me with either my glass dildo or my double dildo while I use my bullet...When I finish, he would kiss me for awhile again, telling me how much he loves me, and how beautiful he thinks I am.......

  If my partner is a female, she would do much of the same, either with a strap-on, or with the dildos I described above.  (I don't know if a strap on is as hard as a real cock would be, though!? I like it rough...)  

  Of course, this is only one example of an ideal sex act.  I have several that I fantasize about, and this one was written from a completely selfish point of view.  I will write my rough sex fantasy next post...

   Till then-keep those juices flowing!

Friday, November 28, 2008

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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

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Sunday, October 5, 2008

Opening Blog-Let's talk about BJ's

  It has been such a long time since I have watched porn.  During the high life of Racquel Darrien, and the late Savannah (may she rest in peace) was when my pussy would quiver and become moist as they stripped off their clothes on screen, their perfect, beautiful bodies alone enough to make me cum.  Watching them filled with a man, or using their oral skills to please him was sure to bring me to orgasm within a minute.  
  However, watching porn is not only pleasurable, but instructional, as well.  I have learned various oral techniques by watching how the incredible skills of the very talented ladies in XXX rated films!  I love to read books like "Tickle his Pickle" by Sadie Allison. On HBO's Real Sex, there was an episode that highlighted a blowjob class for women (I would LOVE to attend one of those!!), and showed some great techniques, and non-standard hand movements.  For instance, instead of just the up-down motion, if you twist your hands in opposite directions (think GENTLE, not indian brush burn!) while you are moving them up and down, it provides a different feel.  Also, variation is good. A good grip, varied with just running your hands up and down, tickling with your fingertips (and gently with your filed fingernails, if they are long enough) provides great pleasure for your man.  (Keep in mind, each man is different, and prefers and enjoys different things, I am merely providing suggestions...while it is good to go into the bedroom with a good...ahem...handle on things, ask your guy what he wants, i.e. "Do you like it when I do this?" "Do you want me to grip you harder?" etc, etc...I have been with a guy who LIKED me using my teeth on him, hard, while others are very sensitive to even the slightest use of teeth, for example.) 
  Suck, and be sure to use you tongue-flick, swirl, and lick the head.  Suck along the side of the cock, starting at the base, and moving along to the top.  When I use my mouth on the cock,  I vary sloppy, open mouth, and using alot of suction, to sometimes just moving it up and down, going past the head, and taking it as far in as it will go.
  LUBE is super important. When you put the cock all the way to the back of your throat, your body will naturally produce more saliva, which works very well.  Also, the absolute best lubricant I have ever used is "Astroglide".  It doesn't taste super, but, hey, let's make a few sacrifices and watch the bliss on the face of the man you are with!
   Gentle is also how you should handle the goods under the cock...the balls.  Hopefully, your man "manscapes", and trims the hair "down there" so that you don't end up with hair lodged in the back of your throat...never a fun situation.  The easiest way I have found to "teabag" a guy, is to have one testicle in your mouth, then gently slide to other one in. Suck gently, use you tongue-flick, swirl, and lick the balls.  
  As far as what I believe, the "taint" is actually where the penis starts inside the body (yeah, I know this isn't true, but it is how I think of it), and is sensitive to stimulation. Don't forget about this part during oral.  Use your thumb, or press one of your bullet vibes (ok-if you do not have one of these, STOP READING THIS RIGHT NOW AND GET ONE! My favorite-the ulimate 7th heaven from Pure Romance   https://pureromance.com/EC_ProductView.aspx?categoryID=16&pid=2427  )  against this spot. Again, ask him what he prefers-he may not want a strong vibration, or may want it less at first, then more..again, ask!  
  Liking anal play does not make a straight guy gay.  Inside the anal cavity is the only place you can provide direct stimulation to the prostate-think of this as his g-spot.  Lube and relaxation is key, and if he truly is not comfortable, don't force the issue, but most men who are brave enough to try it do find that they really do enjoy it.  All I have ever worked up to is a pinkie inside, but rimming (using your tongue and fingers on the actual asshole-make sure it is clean!) is quite enjoyable if he is resistant to actual penetration.
   VARIETY, ladies and gents, is the spice of life.  Keeping your man happy in the bedroom is very important for the entire relationship for both of you.  Withholding sex should never be a "punishment" (although using it the opposite way may work--a happy man in the bedroom is certainly more likley to agree to something you want, making you BOTH happy, which, after all, is what we want! :) )
  Up next: solo fun for the ladies-along with a list of some of my favorite toys and techniques!